hOpeLeSS rOmAntIc

rain storms and clouds
and crying out loud
is hard to be heard
the farther the words
go deep in to your throat
and you nearly choke
dying to hear I love you
trying to be loved first
rain clouds, hurrican winds , tsunamis
cant quench the thirst
of a soul seeking redemption
or a mate
as flickers of debate
began to arise , i find myself at teh end of loves demise
almost every time
i open and close my eyes
and I cant figure out why
I
havent had the luck
that others display
on that every single day , basis
all in each others faces
kissing
and holding
and laughing at little inside jokes
that are so internal
they invade me with envy , and leave me desperate to take part in
the two hearts in ...the depths of laughter
I am After
that tangible in your hands
taste like forever
we werent meant to be together
but we loved each other enough to make it work
stand by you even when it hurts
wake you up early for work
have a surprise for you when you least expect it
reveal my flaws and you , accept it
staring at me while I am sleeping
falling in love by just thinking
and needing to have me , like a routine
type of love
am I thinking wishfully?
well if so then , wish for me
the patience to await my hearts desire
that the longevity of loneliness doesnt drown my fire
and that my eyes will look in the right direction to see
what in this life is only up for grabs, or For me to keep .