Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Epiphany

What I have realized is..There are infinite possibilities in the presence of positivity. There isnt a power Greater than God’s. The Facet of love is immeasurable when it is sincere.Life is depreciated without knowledge.Happiness is not a place, for this explains me being lost when often trying to find it. I am not as Open as I thought I was. My thoughts are mine, but easily affected by yours. And I am learning that standing your ground isnt always the best option, there are other places that can only be reached by floating. I think that there is no one definition for life. Loyalty is a fallacy , all things change.Friends are tangible , mortal, human and precious in any form that you may have them.There are some things in life that I would fight to the death for, but if I die fighting..I don’t get to live .
Trying to figure out who I am has been intresting . With reluctant submission , I have decided that I am enough. I wont be any thing other than who I am . This is me without make up. Emotional, sporadic,impulsive,creative,rebellious, Passionate, Happy , then sad , then happy again..or at least not as sad as I once was :) .we can call that happiness right? I came up with a blog thinking that I would show the world who I really am , until I realized that who I really am cant be summed up in a conglomerate of words. I am so many things, that I like and dislike but will soon stop caring if you do or don’t. No offense, unless you take it.
I am beginning to enjoy this airy feeling of having no solid ground beneath me. Of changing constantly . As long as my heart (notice I didn’t say actions, practices..it starts with the heart) is pleasing to God, and he grants me wisdom, I am enough. Because…he is everything.

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