Tuesday, April 21, 2009

silence said

Man… I should have never let you in

But the wind blew the door

And the wind blew some more

And before I could catch a breath in the breeze… you and I became WE
And we skipped the part about setting boundaries
Who do I call when something new happens and I know that you would be all ears
But you were incapable of being sincere
Which is what I needed more that hearing
But you couldn’t see that
And I felt like I was being used
And kindness became weakness once it was abused
And …and we acted senseless
During this endless Struggle to make sense of us
You pretended to attempt changeI remained estranged
But involuntarily longing for WHAT I THOUGHT we could have had
Oh how foolish was I
how sad
And people say GOOD bye
What’s Good when I , had to force myself to get you out of my system
Because I was becoming too comfortable with being the victim
And you the anti war hero With the cape and special affects
Arriving only to neglect THE OBVIOUS
You made an appearance to be seen, not a savior
I mean...you didn’t really care,
It showed in you behavior
BUT YOU WERE there..You were
And you are not
And I would like to think that I forgot
All about us ..
But I would ALSO like to be honest
And both cant beSo at this point what’s best for me
Is…To be quiet

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